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Today is the first day in 5 months where I could sit on my couch and look out the window. I feel sad. It’s the kind of sad that doesn’t care about where the tear ducts are. This sadness doesn’t want to live in the sinuses, instead it puts pressure on the cheek bones and inflates the nostrils. It’s the perfect kind of sad for looking out the window and p…

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